Suddenly, i think that i'm blissful enff . But sometimes, i don't. Often, i took things for granted. Blame it on the place or whatever you name it that i lived it. I set a rule to myself. If i have $10 today, i will wan $20 tml, $30 the day after tml, etc. Never will i wanna downgrade myself. Be it- this, that ... almost everything. I think i want too much things already. LOL! Shit. Wtf am i talking?